14 weeks

12 weeken

idk anymore wht in my mind... i feel so alone, also if i know tht i m not i really feel sad ...
idk anymore what i belong to...
idk me myself anymore?
i m so confused, i was not so confused this morning,
sometimes it just seems tht my brain doesn't work well anymore,
n i also feel ill...
maybe this is only cuz of exams of tomorrow....
maybe not.
maybe it's my fault...
maybe not.
mijn nederlands zuigt!!!
my english sucks!!!
il mio italiano è sempre peggiore!!!
je me rappelle rien de fraçais!!!
mi espanol es terrible!!!
sta sera Jan mi ha hiesto che intenzioni ho per ilmio futuro, universita o lavoro?
n i was like: wtf idk!!!
yesterday Dav asked me y i don't play anysport, n i tryied to explain him tht it's not so common to play sport in italy, i told him tht we don't use to play any sport, n he was so surprised!!!
soms when i m here i feel a looser, they do so many things, they know so many things,they can do so many things,they have so many things...sometimes it seems me so high, n soms when i compare it to italy it seems me so weird,so unreal tht this is true, n now it's becoming normal for me, i don't think about it anymore, but when i think tht in itali this is completely different i dunno wht to think...:(
to do things u need so much here, everything is so well organized, they control everything...
we don't need so much in italy.
idk anymore wht is better....
kisses everybody

bijna 18....(almost 18, quasi 18)

zondag is mijn verjaardag :) ik ben een beetje bezorgd :S
ik ben niet zo oude!!!

2 manden

hi guys.... today it's 2 moanden since i m here:)
i m going naar Amsterdam :)
have fun :)
and good fall holiday :)

8 weeks

hi everybody ,overhere everything bout the last 2 weeks :)
week7:
mmm i don't really remember so much about the beginning of tht week, but that i met (as my english teacher suggested me) a half italian woman who works at my school :) it was pretty nice, cuz it was the 1th time i could speak italian not on the phone :) actually it was not a real italian, she had a very strong accent.. but it didn't matter, i met someone to speak italian with n this is the most important thing for me :)
that women is bilingual, a lot of people are blingual here, n it makes me think... in Italy everybody say that nowdays it's very important to know other lenguages, as it can help u to find a job,but here everybody speak at least 2 lenguages and that's quite common , this is not something special, u are supposed to know more than one lenguage n u also gotta have someting more,otherwise u don't have a lot of possibilities,and it made me a little worry bout my future....but i m still young... so this is not the time to think bout it :P
than on zaterdag 9 i went in utrecht with travel active :)
i went to the hoorn station where i had to wait for Diego ( a mexican guy), we had to take the train together... i was waiting n waiting..but he was not there, so i bought a ticket n i took the 1th train ,than i met some italian guys there, so  i introduced myself n luckly they were from Napoles too :) wht a coincidence :), so for for the 1th time i could really speak italian for few hours , it was so weird for me, i mean during these 2 months i only spoke english everyday and it was so weird i think my accent was kinda weird in the begining , but thn everything allright.it was so fucking nice!!!!
then we arrived in utrecht n i went round with them cuz i was too early, thn i went to the apponitment with the other exchange students n they were already there ...it was so awesome meeting everybody again now tht our experience is started n compare my experience with the others, asking everybody how is it going on etc. some of them are very happy in their new family and evrything is going allright, others have more problems , n i was a little sorry of tht cuz everything's allright for me here ...but it was very great talk with them bout dutch people,cuz we could note the same things about them,for ex that they very rarely touch you, so everybody was touching eachother the most he could , cuz we really miss tht, n it was very funny looking everybody embracing sombody else :)
than i could also notice that it was harder than the last time speaking so many lenguages all together, maybe this is because last time i had a week to get used to,but it was so confusing for my brain, for ex it was me and flavia n we were speaking italian , than came Camila , so we had to speak spanish, than came Rafael so we had to speak english, then we went to the restaurant and we had to speak french, than people was talking us in dutch ... oh my god!!!! and sometimes u didn't remember one word in english n u could say it in spanish or oh wht the hell...my head was going to kill me,it was like: y r u doin it to my???wht's wrong with me???
when we finished with travel active i went back in hoorn n thn i went to david & medy's party,we were something like 12 people n we went at the bowling :) i was very bad in it :S,but it was rather funny,than we went at medy's home and we gave them our presents, and it was very funny cuz we  hided their presents in the living room n they had to looking for them ,than they explaned me tht it's not very usual, dutch people usually do it with young children :) an in the end we sleept over medy :)
week 8:
it was quite a chilling week, the goal of the week was improoving my dutch n shift to another metod: not studyng anymore dutch grammar in class, but try to follow the lessons even tought i can't get so much...
i did it, n in some class it was preatty good, also if it was very very tiring, every break i was so tired, infact i m going bed earlier, but it doesn't metter i really wanna learn this dutch!!!
in the end yesterday i hanged out with josef :) very relaxing weekend i suppose.
well next week i m going 9 days in amsterdam (fall holidays) n i m looking forward tht moment :)
a kiss to everybody 
       Allee

6 weeks

hi everybody,this is my 6th week here....
i m a little excited :) now i really feel at home,
this week i went 4 days in maastricht (limburg) with my school... we went in a park where there were a lot of bungalows n we had to share it with other classmates.
i shared mine with bianca bina nhu julia n danique :)
the 1th day we went to a river n we had rafting n some girls canoing:)it was very nice cuz we were in the middle of the river n one shore belonged to netherlands n the other one to belgium :)
than the 2nd day we went to maastricht university n we were very very tired because of the night before :P n then when we were back we went to a disco... very nice music, i had a lot of fun :)
the day after we went in some caves:WANDELING GROTTEN. it's very terrible i don't suggest it.it was very very cold   and it was absolutely boring and uninteresting,furthermore the guid only spoke dutch... so i couldn't get anything :S, then we went to a BONNEFANTEN MUSEUM,it was very interessing.than we wen to workshop... i dunt wanna explain it i m sorry,and than we had shopping in maastricht :)the last day before to leave we went to skiing :) quite funny.
this is very hard for me explain u wht's in my mind, sometimes i m very very happy :) i really like my new friends ) they r very nice with me :) n i really enjoy spending time with them, and with the family too everything is allright :) i really love my sister :) sometimes i think i m very lucky to have her!!! i didn't think it was so helpful and wonderful, but that's very awesome possum !!!
but sometimes u know this is very hard, speaking everyday only in english and sometimes try to speak dutch,n i have to stay all day long with dutch people tryng to understend , n often i don't...:S
somethimes i just think that my brain is going to exploud!!!!
but overall everything is ver awesomepossum so let's go on :)
  xoxo ale

3 settimane in olanda

le cose procedono sempre meglio,sono ormai tre settimane che sono qua eppure mi sembra passato tantissimo tempo da quando sono arrivata qui, sono cosí tante le cose che ho imparato, le cose che ho visto ,e mi sembra incredibile pensare che sia cosi poco il tempo trascorso.
a scuola va tutto bene, le cose migliorano,donderdag come sempre PE e questa volta mi é toccato giocare a baseball, sport di cui non conosco le regole e a cui non ho mai giocato,ho sempre creduto che il baseball non avesse regole ma che fosse solo un occasione di ubriacarsi per il pubblico,invece a quanto pare é proprio uno sport serio, e non é nemmeno tanto facile,il ruolo piu facile é stato ovviamente beater in quanto come catcher faccio proprio schifo ....
i ragazzi si sono mostrati molto piu simpatici e socievoli rispetto all inizio sia durante le lezioni che nelle pauzen cosí anche le giornate a scuola sono state piu piacevoli :) ho conosciuto un' altra qxchange student, viene dal canada ed é nella mia classe di arte,mi ha un po'sollevata vedere che anche lei non riesceancora a capire nulla di questa lingua ostrogota, e mi da forza sapere che c' é qualcuno nella mia stessa situazine.
dinderdag ho ank mostrato una presentazione di napoli nella mia classe e sono stata contenta di vedere tutti i miei compagni davvero interessati :) durante la pauze un mio compagno di classe mi raccontava orgoglioso di come una volta una scuola in una cittá olandese aveva fatto scioopero per un giorno, é stata inevitabile allora la mia risata e gli ho raccontato delle nostre occupazioni e di quello che succede nelle scuole italiane, é stato molto sorpreso, e la cosa l'ha entusiasmato tanto da raccontarlo atutti i suoi amici .... anche se effettivamente un'occupazione o qualsiasi manifestazione di protesta non avrebbe alcun senso in questo posto a mio parere, in quanto tutto é perfettamente efficente!!! 
ogni classe dispone di un computer( e non un modello risalente alla preistoria), un televisore, impianto stereo e persino di un videoproiettore, ogni studente ha diritto ad un armadietto, abbiamo una sala a disposizione di tutti gli studenti munita di tipo una 30ina di computer una libreria e una "camera del silenzio" dove é possibile fare i compiti durante le ore libere , ogni studente ha a disposizione una student card con uno student cod che puó utilizzare per avere libero accesso a internet,in piu c'é un altra sala multimediale utilizzata per fare lezione, e c'é anche una mensa enorme dove si puó passare il tempo semplicemente a cazzeggiare, i libri non li paghi te li da la scuola, gli insegnanti ti chiamano sempre per nome e sono molto umani e comprensivi, é concesso usare lípod in classe,se non vuoi andare a scuola é sufficente che i tuoi genitori chiamano  avvisano che sei malato e non cé un massimo di assenze,se manca qualce professore alla prima ora t chiamano a casa e ti avvisano che é inutile che vai, se hai ore libere o manca un prof a lultima ora puoi tranquillamente andartene da scuola senza dar conto a nessuno, se non ti senti bene vai da una tipa e glie lo comunichi e torni a casa , di cosa potrebbero mai lamentarsi?????
tornando a me le cose vanno meglio anche perché sono riuscita a farmi togliere le due ore di ed fisica suppementari e forse mi passano in un altra classe d francese :) dove non dovrebbero parlare olandese cosí k almeno possa capire qualcosa!!!!
sempre mercoledí sono anche uscita con alcune mie compagne di scola, siamo andate in giro per i negozi di hoorn, la cittá dove vado a scuola...e mi sono divertita se solo non fosse stato che mi é venuta una febbre assurda e mi sentivo malissimo...
ieri invece mi é venuta la capata di prendere la nostra canoa e di farmi un giro per i canali,mia sorela disponibile come sempre mi ha accompagnata nellímpresa, se nn che ogni 3 secondi usciva qualche ragno nascosto all 'interno!!!! é stato un momento di panico dopo l 'altro, alcuni sono anche riuscita ad ammazzarli da soli, ma altri erano enormi, e ne avevo troppa paura, ma grazie allíntervento di mia sorella tutto é andato per il meglio e sono riuscita a godermi una bella "escursione " in canoa con tanto di libellule blu :)
per finire il 28 é prevista una gita con la scuola, andiamo 4 gg a Limburg e dovremo dividere un bungalow in 5 e cucinare!!! credó che sará molto divertente!!!!
staremo a vedere....